life-story.

2012-02-09T03:57:00.000+08:00

life has been rather challenging . theres just too many things thats going on in my mind . pfffft ! i just want to cry my heart out right now . how i wish that every single tear drop solves everything . fat hope la az ! im fixing my broken heart thanks to him . uhuh . i couldnt explain how much i have to go thru and its only the 2nd mth of the whole entire 2012 . dayuummm ! but im so greatful that i have my family , lovelies & him always by my side hearing me out . thank you so much . im stuck . not knowing what else to do . eeeeeeee! emosi terganggu please . pffft ! stress nye dengan hidup . aru tanggung diri sendiri sia belum tanggung hal rumah tangge biler da dewase haiyaaaaaaa ! hidup nie bynk sgt cabaran . sblm emosi making terganggu nk stop je la ehk . baik da start bbual sorg pulak -.- . hahahaha az emosi terganggu da sewel da budak nie hahahahaha okay . adios amigos & amigas :)

2011-08-03T16:18:00.001+08:00

Wow ! i've been abandoning my blog for sooooo long . gosh ! well its been a very hactic year for me this year . met new friends , new loves , new jobs , new cliques , new experience ouh ouh ! and a new baby in our family , yar everything also new lah . anw , i just have this feeling of wanting to blog again , so yar i shall blog more often. bare in mind most of it i bet its gona be emotional entries . hahaha emogirl_94@longtimenoblog.com haiya haiya . there's so much i want to write. its fasting month now , well selamat berpuasa dan selamat berpuasa ye .

Awesome

2010-10-13T19:56:00.001+08:00

Ilyas , Hani & Kiki .

I've known them way back , about 4 years ago . We've gone thru lots of shits together , good & bad . You guys thought me what life is .

Ilyas ;

You've been the one who will always get me back on track whenever i lost my way.The one who would talk some shit into me . He's the one who would rescue me from my darkess daydream .Never stop to motivate me to continue studying eventhough he knws its too late. Even late nights , he'll be there helping me whenever im in doubts or having problems. A guy who prove to me that people do change as time goes by like how he did . I'm proud that i got a best-boy-bestfriend like him :)

Hani ;

You've been the one who never fail to lend me your listening ear.The one who would always ask me to think positive and never give up.She's the one who would helped me out whenever my brains stop working.Will try her very best to be there for me in times of needs.She'll be the one chasing of my boredom everytime in class with her random text msges. A girl who prove to me that girls can be as strong to handle heartbreaks and to handle complicated love life like how she did. I'm proud to have the best sister like her :)

Kiki ;

You've been the one who would keep my deepest darkest secrets.The one who knows me the best , be it my worst attiude ever or the best ever.He's the one who would get me pissed off and made me reflect back what i've done.Always there when i need a punching bag or when i need someone to nag at hehe.He'll be the one trying his best to cheer me up whenever im feeling down.A boy who prove to me that no matter how hard you fall down you'll always be able to get up again like how he did.I'm proud to have the best brother like him :)

Thanks for every single advice you guys gave me , the naggings and such . I admit i can be really troublesome at times but you guys will never leave me alone in my darkest days in schools.Thanks for spending every single memorable moments with me guys.You guys were there accepting me back after all the shits i've gone through pissing everyone of , being a fool.No matter what happen you people were there picking me , fixing me back when i've fallenn into pieces.You guys are the best of the best and i love you for that .Never will anyone break our friendship apart. I love you guys so damn freaking much :')

Love;

ajoya nicanora

2010-09-29T23:17:00.000+08:00

Been a very long period of time since i blogged . N levels are just afew days away , im freaking nervous , scared :( and so my days were spent studying with cliques . awesome bunch of people who make studying fun . i love you guys kay kay :)

Boy ,

just because i refused to meet you , i refuse to contact with you , you got pissed and try to show everyone arh ? tskkkk ! i admit , iive made the biggest mistake of my life , i realised that . thats mainly the reason why i left you , coz i dont want to do any stupid things . tskkk ! im turning a new leaf okay , i dun want to be like last time . clinging on to you but im going nowhere . to hell with the pass . its 2010 now , let bygones be bygones boy . im leading my life happily . i tot you said it yourself you ant me to be happy , and so i am . so why are you behaving in this manner ? if you would have been good to me we wont be in this stage rite now , its almost a year and yet you still keep holding on to your grudges ? please , go away :'(

i've gone thru enuf hurt . i've suffer too much sufferings . because of your actions we're in this stage its not my fault . i endure with you for so long . i've apologised once for leaving but i have to . and you know why . now please succeed in your future or what and stop bothering williams please :(

dun troubled her , she's already stressed up . i dun want bcoz of me she'll be more pressurised.enuf is enuf . you had your chances back then you blewed it away . so .. good luck .

2010-08-25T02:29:00.000+08:00

Its been a chaotic week , been hearing stupid things , never ending . D&T deadline is veryvery near and what the hell im here blogging while D&T not fully completed . haiya azura ! well its coz i cant draw contextual drawing at nyte , mengantok you know . Nvm , D&T students , lets make mr ethan wong proud ! eventho his not there with us taking our theory paper , far far away at melbourne lets make him smile people :)

After school normal routine ; study with cliques at school library . Had lots of laughter with them so blaja pun tak boring lar kan . So been working hard on my maths , aiming for better marks for prelim two and prelim three . focus focus focus ! gaaaaahhhhhh ! must score better than prelim one . must make improvements ! must work harder everyday ! well its been said ; action speaks louder than words . im gona show mr terence wong that i can do it :)

Sometimes , people should never get involve in a situation whereby its not meant for them to know . coz its not their battefield , its not their war . people who tend to get involve in other people's problems will only make it worst rite ? haiya . don't be the spark of a problem that's already been closed can ? coz in the end you'll be the one getting into big troble nanti leceh lar . tired of all this . Just a waste of time . lets all let it go and focus on our studies aites ? coz the spark to this will not have to sit for any major exams , sbb tu bynk mase nak api-apikan keadaan . bulan bulan puase nie , baik baik lar sikit :)

` keeping close to heart to late granny's words ;

'biar orang uat kite jangan kite uat orang'

2010-08-15T02:16:00.000+08:00

its 2am and im still wide awake hmmm . see that picture ? yeah yeah kungfukun ! hahaha . this movie is super damn cute cute . that kid there is kung fu . cute name kan hahaha . and yes you got to watch it , it'll definitely brighten up your day . he look sooo adorable in every scene you know . im sure you'll feel like pinching him . so i watched this show erm last week ? yeah . been wanting to update bout this but super lazy . heh heh heh . so we had karate kid . now kung fu kid then ape lagi ? omg adorable sesgt ! haha .

2010-08-13T17:48:00.000+08:00

didnt attend school today due to high fever & a bad sore throat . haiya . was to submit my dnt folio today and so i had to troubled dear iqa & afiq to help me out . nyeheheheh tanx krg.so i slept my whole entire day , mcm pig ehk . hmmm at around 12 i guess linsa baby called , was'nt able to accompany her . how to when im myself tak larat hahaha. sorry dear , kite sick same2 kay ? hahaha . and so i had to miss a meet with kiki today , boo hoo ! nvm shall make it up to all yar . okay golek ,nk go siap-siap soon, buka at nani's house ^^

2010-08-10T14:12:00.002+08:00

For so long i've not been updating this blog . since williams so bising ask me update , i shall update for you aites ? kay . hmm lets see . celebrated national day last fri . enjoyed myself , really tak tipu . havoc habesan . bros brought their own flag frm home . cute ! as celebrations were goin on , afew sec4 students ran up the stage . i rmbrd it was frank,afiq,fahim,ikh,shahid,dickson,tianshou,aiksoon,ding en,iqa,hani,myself,mimi,suba,valar,raagini and afew i wasnt able to rmbr . hahaha okay havoc . NDP celebration done we went off to JP with williams & farrell . slack for awhile yada yada yada so off we went to chinese garden for our cross country .

Met the rest there , start the run . so yar , i paitao farrell,williams&hayati. sorry deh . i tot everything was done skali aft they've reached the finishing line .. kebabooom ! i was all drenched . hahahaha . so yar then had dinner at mr teh tarik . then bused home . and yes someone called while on my way home , it made my day aft a long and tiring day *wink2*

Been chit chating with williams this past few days as her awesome wasnt around . i guess she'll be doing her own stuff aft awesome's back :( boo hoo ! lately i've made farrell merajukk . super duper sorry deh . ur post later bochui i very very shy lar *kelip kelip mate* i treat you buke kay farrell ? =)

Wasnt able to tag along ystd , everything happens for a reason :)

going out later so yar nt feeling so good . oh melts ! you see you're getting btr as im getting worst . chey mcm phm lar azura .. hahaha. well rindunye bdk conf . it was gd catching up with you guys . felt like old times.

And so tmrw da start puase . ohmygod . puase blm start da plan buke with krg krg sume hahaha . smgt buke nye ktrg . hahaha. okay lar williams i've updated okay ? :) dont ask me update lagi tau . it'll take another few weeks to do so hahaha. adios amigos/amigas .

2010-08-10T00:35:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 67 MTHS

TRESSES !!! ♥

i love you girls so very much much *wink2*

2010-07-18T11:32:00.000+08:00

taylor is my all time favourite & booboo just made my list .

huhu ! his effing cute too .

kan kan kan ? hahaha .

2010-07-18T11:10:00.000+08:00

so our school celebrated racial harmony in advance.

im super duper lazy to blog so afew pictures will do yar ?

more on my fb SOON . :)

2010-07-14T22:19:00.000+08:00

D&T students :)

Sadly our dear Mr Wong left to melbourne ystd nyte :'(

eventually he left us in a period of time where all of us in need of him really much . haiya . well his the best D&T teacher , its a great loss to see him fly off . booo ! but nevertheless he'll be back nxt yr with a greater knowledge . gd luck cher , may you succeed in whatever you want to achieve there yar :)

2010-06-23T23:26:00.000+08:00

there's always room for improvement rite?

my student improve , siap smily face.

taadaaaaaaa ! =D

2010-06-23T23:18:00.000+08:00

haluuuuuuuuuu ! i've got nth to post ,

but i want show you guys my dear cousin's

masterpiece hahahaha . cute !

see that picture above ? huhu ! that was syam's epic failure !

hahaha . he attempted to write hello , but it was like ............. nvm hahahaha .

see this one ? his second attempt , better lar rite . legible . hahaha

so cute kan , i become like nursery teacher ask him rewrite hahaha .

potential teacher arh hehehe .

2010-06-21T01:08:00.000+08:00

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY !

To my dearest dad , happy father's day !! thanks for being the greatest dad anyone could have asked for . the best of the best . you've provided the family with everything we needed . you've disciplined me really well . im sorry if i've nt been behaving myself , i know i've disappoint you alot . like really alot . His been there supporting me in whatever i do , his the one who would talk to my mom whenever she wont allow me to do stuffs . The one who motivates me to keep on striving for what i aimed for . thanks for the love and concern dad . i love you .

2010-06-17T23:50:00.002+08:00

huhu ! ola ! so today im stuck at home , boringgg !

so shall blog about this two ehk ehk . hehe .

UMAIRAH YASIR ;

I call her periuk she call me mangkok . hiyak debush !

the one that have been accompanying my late nights thru msn ,

it feels good after i had a great chat with her .

we accompany each other kan kan kan ?

she say i giler , i say she slow .

we talk alot at msn you know hehe ,

tapi tapi face to face we smile smile aje .

malu lar kate kan .

yeah yeah , she use to be my senior in school ,

now she kakak kakak ready lar .

but still she's my PERIUK !

wheee !

lets go double date ! i'll be dating my taylor lautner , you date your pitbull lar kay?

okay golek . hahaha . sayang kau periuk !

NURIN AMIRAH ABDUL MALIK ;

She call me love , i call her cinta .

she has been missing thru out my june holidays .

i miss her super duper much much .

she's been very busy .

haiya haiya .

i rindu you oi , rindu sangat sangat .

She's my famous amous , my cookie sorang .

gaaaaaahhh , we got drfited apart , very apart .

ouch ouch . i miss texting her , talking to her otp phone late nights .

craping with her thru out my time online . hiyak debush ! awak ilang :(

Why are we so faaaarrrr . grrrr . i very sad you know .

you were gone in a blink of an eye . haiya cinta where are you ?

awak asik g date jek smpi lupe kite .

da lar sister OIAI sume quiet quiet , you quiet quiet jugak ..

haiya haiya haiya .

kite rindu mimi kite lar !!! :'(

2010-06-16T17:57:00.001+08:00

summer girls ♥ . super kecoh .

im lazy to blog lar so picutres je lar kay ?

15 june was well spent with this girls

what a tiring day it was , but at the end of the day thumbs up girls !

it was spectacular , lets go somewhere else next time .

wheeeeee ~

2010-06-13T01:42:00.000+08:00

So i spent my whole saturday with dearest tresses , its been effing long since we'e been out just the 3 of us . Planned to bring along the others but since its our 66 mths so it'll just be tresses day out . so we headed off to bugis , had our lunch at tong seng , standard . Straight after lunch off to vivo , dealed with starhubs people haha . had a nice conversation of our primary school days at the roof top , imagining our future , kekek i tell you . vivo wasnt our choice of place , so we trained to marina . bought snacks at marina square , walked to esplanade , sat at the roof top . as soon as i stepped out of the toilet i saw a small little light near our sitting area . huhu ! birthday surprise lar !

Alamak super touched , i hold back my tears oi . touched giler i swear . hahaha . so its like they've given so many hints yet i couldnt guessed anything . hahaha congrats ehk krg nye surprise success . thank you so very the much much ! krg mmg best . sayang krg many2 . so after that mini celebration that was really a surprise , we walked our way to helix than greek theatre . both of them da penat dah so we trained to plaza sg , slack for awhile at cathay then off home .

Overall my day was splendid ! i love you girls so very the much much . 66mths + advance bdae celev = awesome ! not forgetting i had my advance bdae bash 2 weeks ago ! its like , wah lagi lame oi . haha still williams , fanaatic & farrell was great , eventho you girls drenched me from head to toe im still touched ! they're the ones who made me squeeze my socks for the first time in my life hahaha. i say , this year my birthday to me super touching , unexpeceted people and loved ones are just fantabulous =D

2010-06-10T00:46:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 66 MONTHS GIRLS !

Today marks the day where our friendship last for 66 months . i know some of you out there your friendship with your friends might be longer than us . may all of your friendship last too yar . girls , i know we've not been like before , 24/7 , yet kite ttp bersatu kn kn kn . both of you has been there for me whenever i need you girls since primary school . the best i could have ever asked for . we do went thru lots of obstacles , silence and busy lifes still we're keeping our friendship strong as we know true friends acccept you for who you are in good or bad . this friendship with you two taught me alot of friendship , no matter what happens , no matter what i do , how i behave, how i dress , you girls will be the one who talk me out when im at wrong or do stupid things and all sots . the girls that took me back after i've hurt them for a whole year . birthdays that i had with them was great . eventho im in a way put them aside on that particular year they still turned up on my special day and stayed by my side thru out the whole day . no one could ever replace you girls . i love you girls so so much . gaaaaaahhh !! hahaha

2010-06-07T22:08:00.000+08:00

whoots ! its the 2nd week of june holidays and still i have to go back to school . gaaaahhh ! troublesome sey . but its alright , must put in alot of effort for this major exams . i dont want talk bout school .it kills ! my saturday was well spent , early half of the day i spent it with two superb people later half of the day spent it with my family and god family .

so met up with this makcik and pakcik @ lot . sat there for awhile with our assingments sementara tunggu si melts tu , lame doh . we became impatient and got irritated with the cries of babies all around so we thought of heading to the library instead . reached library , full house so we went roof garden je lar kan . sat there tap tup tap tup melts tak dtg -.- takpa lar we fhm . so snap afew pictures . got restless tutup buku . sharing sharing sessions . great . suke gitu dgr history2 nie sume . you know from other's experience you can learn from their mistakes you know .

so cukup time parents called up , fetch me meet mom's bestfriends family . fuh ! eventho i've know them since young but on that day i felt super uneasy . damn ! if those memories didnt happen i swear i wont feel awkward . meeting point ; lau pa sat . fuh ! da lame tak makan situ hehehe . so meet my 'god parents' and asyran . hmmm . had our dinner , parents chit chats . so we catch up on things we've missed too . hmm memories . after dinner went safra . gerek ! planned to play bowling , while waiting we played snooker . ^.^ love it . it feels like kindergarten where nothing else matters except having fun . at last dad cancelled bowling -.-' haiya . all drove off to idk where heh , eat eat eat smpi kenyang ready . someone whispered saying his sleepy , almk bro dulu blh thn otp smpi kul 5 skrg aru kul 2 da ngntk ? hahaha weak lar . hahaha and so we headed home . overall i had lots of fun with everyone today =)

2010-06-03T23:36:00.002+08:00

CONGRATULATIONS DEAR KAK ITA !!!

One of our dearest fantastic 4 is now no longer a single lady , hehehe . congrats kak . finally your biggest dreams came true . thru all the obsticles , gossips from makciks makciks , thru all your previous long distance realtionships , naggings from mom , match making and all finally your dream guy came . kak , your so lucky ehk dapat abg daud , sayang btul dier kat kakak . berkorban ape saje ehk . hehe . may you have a happy life with your husband yar . semoga bahagia . all the best from all of us yar . make sure give birth to cute little babies otey ? enjoy your honeymoon yar . *wink2*

2010-05-28T00:51:00.000+08:00

Its been awhile since i blog , been lazy lar . hmmm . no idea what to blog , just trying to keep this blog alive . haish , its sad to see my girls in despair . i know its been hard just dont give up okay ? it hurts me so much to see you girls like this . please lar krg takmo sad sad lagi , be strong . i know you girls are . okay ? mcm mane pun OIAI sume same takda tinggi takda rendah . ingat tu . tetap blood kan? jadi jangan sesekali salah satu antare korang memperendahkan diri , promise me that . strive for your goals sis :) whatever happens before let it be a lesson tau dont ever repeat it again . sayang korang sangat-sangat :')

well since someone gave me a suggestion lets grant that person's wish hahaha . life has been super great ! yes . haha got close with afew friends . trust me they're super awesome ! si melts , si gagap , si terkehel , si concern hmm their presence lightens up my life . wheee ! gerek gerek . okay lets describe one by one . si melts , hmmms melts rabak lar when his around . nyeheh always come up at the rite time . cute lar hehe , okay i think i've got to stop lar nanti termentel hehe . skipskip , si gagap nye turn okay ? haha well kegagapan nye sentiasa memberi cahaya haha . okay eventho kdg2 membingitkan his a great friend still :) nothing much lar his busy with love life lar kan haha . so si terkehel ehk ? hmmm , his been such a help lately , a great listener , a great help too , very generous arh .. gerek gerek . si concern pulak ye , hehe well not that close but still the friendship is fantabulous . never fails to bring a smile on my face when im down , whee ! blopblop , mission done here :) goodnight , budak budak conference ft. si concern .

2010-05-17T22:28:00.001+08:00

hello hello , so today i recieve my papers . alhamdulillah . marks was fine . yes douglas your words was true , i did smile when i recieved my papers . thank you :) so yar . hmm after school rushed off to workshop . dnt ! aduhmak . wah stress sia stress ! haha . okay so marked out materials done . whee ! cut outs done whee ! should be finishing my artefeact erm latest next week ? rite . done with artefact can focuz on journal . wow ! so many things to be done . hiyak debush ! after dnt , fooled around with fanatic & mrs. skimmers . kecoh doh ! hah .. so yeah . headed home alone hmmm . sad kan half hearted oi go school hahaha . i sooo wana go ecp sia . grrr ! why must there be school today & tomorrow !!!??? gaaahhh!!! well takpa lah . there's always next time yar . hahaha . currently chatting with mya-tres , huhu ! crazy kan nie makcik mentel hahahaha ! so yeah , today malam kite boring lar heh . nvm nvm . besok ader hari . *wink2*

Anything Pun Boleh

2010-05-16T23:10:00.001+08:00

ini future husband saya macam melts melts tak ? sesungguhnye tak . haha .

tapi both make me melts ^.^ feeling feeling lar si joya nie . hehe .

HALO HALO ! this week has been a trying week , blopblop . so had exam papers on monday , tuesday , wednesday and thursday . wah stress arh stress (inside joke)! hahaha well yay yay exams da over ! haha . got a sneak preview of how we did for eng . okay wasnt pleased with the results but didnt frown as it wasnt so bad . haha . after schools was hmm havoc arh . heh . after school mostly slack with bdak APB , then either i'll zoom home or off to meet si makcik mentel hahaha .

friday was great . after school off home , got all freshen up , da wangi sit sit atas bed hahaha . talk talk otp . then saaaaap buka magic closet hahaha . well it took me lets see , an hour plus to decide on what to wear . makcik mentel arh nie , buka closet terus stress . macam nak go where jek , padehal padehal . so got ready meet up with makcik mentel , then got to find out she lost her jeng jeng . haha poor sis kan , haiyo . skip skip . so we met si kecik to grab the kachings ^.^ trained to our destination , through out the whole journey dear sis wasnt into the mood . so i fooled myself by reminding her of songs she requested . pfft ! da member tengah sot tu aci boleh selit blkg dier , tak mengamuk sis . haha . so reached 1st stop . kaikai here and there tak jumpe menambahkan tahap kemarahan hahaha . i got hungry hahaha mintak makcik mentel stop kaikai and go isi perut . huhu ! da mention makan mane lagi kalau bukan LJS . hehe . had our meal . berceloteh lar kite mcm ye ye kan . continued our mission after both da boncet . heh . so headed off to 2nd stop . kite walk tau . hehe rajin rite . well oh well . selesai nye berhiking sekjap we sampai jugak hehe .. so yes yes another round of look look , touch touch , comments comments , walk walk . finally found those perfect two ! hahaha . yeah . we got super hyped up lar kan , da pnt mencari jumpe jugak akhirnye . then zoomed back to homewtown hehe . met the rest at pg . first to arrive lar kite hehe and came my melts melts *wink2* . gave the perfect two items to the perfect two boys thats been there to accompany our late nights haha . then came the touching touching moments hahaha . okay funny .

skip skip .

saturyday as per normal , dates with APB dearies . met them very very late .. heh . so we 'revise' on geog . si farrell tu smgt so teman her smgt lar rite . then go mamam , slack slack , camwhore sane sini , fooled here and there , talk talk , advise advise , counselling sessions and off home . hehe . so today had my jogging date with makcik mentel . fuh ! mission completed today ! happy ! hahaha . *clapclap* . today i good girl after morning jog went home stay home . hehe . currently chatting with my love si nurin williams . huhu tress sayang williams arh makcik kecik hahaha. small is might kan kan kan ? it doesnt matter whats the size be it the body (you) or be it the kaki ! (me) hahaha . ala anything pun boleh lar kan hahaha .

my nurins ! hahaha

AN HOUR TO ;

AIDIL MALLEY'S 16th BIRTHDAY !

HAPPY ADVANCE 16TH BIRTHDAY MELTS !

may all your wishes come true , enjoy your sweet teenage life bro . sesungguhnye lets keep our power rangers alive till eternity okay ? ouh my two bro da tua lar bulan nie , si peot and si melts . tsk tsk . hahaha . hope abang tak hurt hurt anymore okay ? must smile smile hor . seronok kan krg dpt present ? hahaha . kitorang pun seronok tengok krg recieve present tu haha . so yeah yeah . good luck for your N level and future endavours okay okay ? okay golek . see you soon *wink wink*

2010-05-09T16:52:00.000+08:00

HAPPY MAMA'S DAY !!!

So today is mother's day & we're stuck at home as dad is working . haiya . blopblop .

so yeah mama ! sesungguhnye seronok ehk dapat present haha. well the gift is nothing compared to the things you've done for me all this while . i love it everytime we talked , complain , gossips , argue haha ouh simply everything . everytime im around you i know im gona be alright :) thank you for pampering me with all your love , pleasing me with everything that i asked for . consoling me everytime when i sulk . haha . okay i know i made mama angry all the time by messing up my room , leaving her at home alone everyday , late night out , argue with her everyday , making her cry . i know im not a good daughter . gugugaga . i want to change to make mama happy okay ? eh no ! to make mama papa happy . hahaha . okay merepek i know . yes yes , i shall behave and be a good daughter from now on . i dont want to disappoint my parents any more . oh i love you mom & dad !

2010-05-06T18:09:00.001+08:00

Language papers completed . oh sesungguhnye it was my 100% effort (i think) . hmmm well tomorrow's geog , haiya . coast & geog of food . how ? can manage ? insyallah hahaha . after sch , together with hani , met alep . waited for landak . hours & hours gone skali he nak go home . alamak ! sot sey skjap . so went out of sch , had lunch at our old place , terigt time sec2 hmmmm . haha so after that off home . wheeee !

okay skip skip ..

seeeeeee up there ??!! oh yes yes ! its khodi ! hahaha . its been super long since i met this kecohrable girl tau . oh rindu ! haha . been meeting up with lots of kindergarten friends ehk . hahaha . lets have a gathering one day people . :)

2010-05-01T23:06:00.002+08:00

since i've been told to update , shall update lar okay :)

well . lets start with school days , for douglas lar hor .hehe

okay as you know we're having exams this few weeks . we're done with our paper 1 for both languages and our oral too . so far nothing much happen lar bro , so yeah just that D&T students are rushingly doing our folios like hell . ^.^

okay , i dont know how to say this , but i just cant face the fact that you did this to me . i thought you're nice but .. ouh nevermind . i've got no words to describe you . but from what i can see , you're smart at saying others but what about yourself ? hey , everyone aint perfect okay , not even you . so dont pretend to be someone you're not just so that people think as if you're super damn perfect . is it so hard to be yourself ? you know , now i cant seem to figure out your true colours . im getting super pissed with your attitude . its been months i kept this anger towards you . i thought of throwing this feeling away but you seem to make me feel mad at you more . i dont know what you got against me , just so you know you can talk to me face to face . there's no need to pass around what you think to others . grow up for gods sake . you've backstab me & you pretend nothing happen hmmm , if you''re in the film industry i'll bet you'll win the best actor/actress award . congrats ! :)

2010-04-24T00:12:00.000+08:00

I know my blog is rather dusty , been lazy lar kan :)

lets start of with a note yar ;

to whom it may concern , kindly please understand that this blog is rightfully mine & as far as im concern whatever language i used is my own wish yar

So that picture there was taken on the 12th of april kan ? i think so lar .

the day where the four of us reunite ? haha after so long kan girls ? hmmm .

i miss them super duper much much . we were seperated for erm afew months i guess ? due to some reasons , shall not elaborate here & so when we got back i tell you there's so many stories shared & lots of laughters . lets gather again & get closer like we used to okay bitches ?

overall nothing happen that much this week except that i've lost one of my school mate / cca mate forever :'(

dear yen ting left us at a point of time that i would never expect . i was utterly disappointed as i wasnt in school when they annouced it during morning assembly .

regrets . she was a quiet yet friendly girl . i've known her since i step in this school its been 4 years & eventhough im not so close to her , i still feel a sense of lost .

hmmm .

dear douglas nothing much happen in school this week & i'll try to update more next week yar ? well i hope you feel much more at home okay ? 4n1 misses you hell lots :')

p.s ; i melts everytime it concerns you *wink2*

2010-04-15T23:28:00.000+08:00

Today will just be a short post yar . so okay , so how 4n1? what are your feelings after today ? hmmm . for me it sucks big time i tell you . i dont like witnessing what happened just now . da salah uat hal salah arh takmo cari kesilapan orang grrrr. you know you're at fault so please don't try to twist the situation lar . oh come on ! grow up ! ishh! whatever you did really made almost the whole class against you . do you realised that ? no you didnt coz you know why ? its coz your ego takes control of you . i really pity your partner like seriously . i know she has to faced our trash talkings of you . you see , you are a one egoistic guy , selfish ! i admit , i used to be close to you , indeed i know your attitude pretty well , but you changed to become rebellious and i hate to say this but deep down after all the shits you gave our class i hate you man . show some respect to your teachers lar , if you want to say that they don't respect you as a student you should reflect like seriously. if i were to be your teacher i wont respect you as my student ,as you yourself did not show any sense of respect towards your teacher . so i'll give my teacher a thumbs up for what he did to you just now . honestly you should'nt take any offence of it , you yourself should know how he is like . cant you take a small joke boy ? oh my im like totally speechless now , there's no more word to describe you . i've thrown all sorts of shits on you , but how to tell you that you suck big time huh ? hmmmmmm . where not suppose to share the story here , but for those who knew what do you guys think ? is he at fault or our dear teacher ? damn you . i swear karma will hit you soon . you see lar , coz of one stupid thing everything affectes you know . what if our lesson becomes boring ? what if our class suddenly become so quiet ? haish . i tell you i'll be the first person to go right infront of your face and give you a one tight slap . this year maybe our last year together as a class please lar boy don't ruin our bonding . but i think you already did man , you yourself made us hate you . stupid shit . tsk ! aiya , i very tired ready lar haha . next time can story-telling again okay ? hahaha confirm he'll create another issue . ^.^

2010-04-04T22:42:00.000+08:00

Trip to Mersing =D

Went to mersing with this group of people for 3 days , i dont know what happen through out the journey there as i slept all the way hahahhaa . yes yes , 10 cars convoy to mersing . kecoh i tell you . sadly i wasnt into the mood for this holiday as i had a big big arguement with dad , so yeah , sorry guys if im not hyped up for the games and such yar . lots of apology .so yada yada yada , first day checked in our resort it was beautiful the scenery was awesome , had a walk around the place went out to town for awhile had lunch and zoomed back to our resort . late evening had a great dinner with all . folks were fooling all around . at a period of time gossiped with nurul & yana about afew people nie , then gossiped with kak fyqa about her hahahaha . yes yes , shocking indeed for me lar kan . blablabla . later at night phoned si ranger , coz i got a good feeling that everyone was there . booms ! betul lar , hahaha talked to voletta,mya,red ranger & malley hahaha . yes yes ilang rindu kat korang tau . blopblop so .. second day , breakfast was fine but was'nt wide awake so i didnt know how it tasted ngantuk arh hahaha . after breakfast watched them played erm water polo ? hahaha ! tak kuase sangat nak join , so jadi photographer cukup hahaha . macam orang giler aku amek gambar sume yang nonsense hahaha . they were hilarious i tell you , cant stop laughing . lunch time went to town again , cari barang for cliques yang disayangi . sumpah korang aku tak dapat cari benda yang outstanding sia , sume kitorang da ader :( maaf sesgt ehk .

after dinner watched soccer , fuh ! awesome ! man u kalah ! hahaha best best ! skipskipskip . last day ! woke up all by myself , idk why hahaha . had breakfast awesome awesome ! packed up stuff , gathered at the hall had a group 'bonding' , chittychat done . had a group photo . amek gambar pun havoc haha . so yeah , overall convoy trip was fantabulous ! love it when i see a whole straight lines off spore cars hahaha . next time we convoy lagik ehk ? if dad not working on the selected holidays lor :)

combine cheer

2010-03-28T18:58:00.000+08:00

i miss combine cheer :(

EARTH HOUR

2010-03-28T17:30:00.000+08:00

Earth hour was awesome ! went out with old cliques and some of twss dudes . woke up at around erm 2+ ? yes yes , i sleep like a pig , hey ! balas alek hari hari yang tido lambat bangun awal kan , must balance up tau . hahaha . received a phone call from dearest mya after my shower . then off i went to blok 15 , ader la reason reason nye hanye mya yang tau hahaha . so went home otp with mya , stress sia bbual ngan nie makcik . so decided , get changed . watched this earie documentary with mom for awhile then off i went to meet makcik nie . so we walked to lot , laugh all the way . reached lot had our late lunch @ LJS , as usual . made our move to cityhall , throughout our journey i swear those people around us , super tak perlu sey . reached our destination , kaikai here and there . makcik recieved a call , this two human beings nie failed in giving directions , idk wth they're trying to tell each other . finally it took her , him , us way too long i decided to call and asked . so indeed this pink and red ranger gave different directions . so yes yes , met up with qhairiq then off to meet the rest , yet again he say he wants to go somewhere but end up going somewhere else , tu lar sombong kan tanak bilang nak go where . hahaha . so finally met up with the rest . chitchat chitchat , qhairiq wants to buy something , so mya & me accompanied him while searching bumped into rahim & ice . blablabla . went to esp. camwhore everywhere , then headed off to funan , had their late late dinner . done . off to tw , had a nice chat with shafie . met up with nisa afterwards . OMT ! i swear korang ehk uat me , mya & shafie jealous jek tau :( haish .. reached home pretty late . turned on the lappy to upload the pictures . well done ice you snapped 173 pictures ! hahahaha

overall my earth hour was fantabulous *wink2*

favourite pictures of the day ;

The Power Rangers !

2010-03-23T23:17:00.000+08:00

this picture was taken a month ago ;

was having a heart to heart talk with mom on how to handle guys . whee !

let's see , school was as pernormal . P.E was super tiring but had a great laugh with the girls . ever heard students that've gone missing during p.e while running along with classmates ? hahaha ! today's recess time was fantastic , joke around , i swear the whole canteen was able to hear our laughter . hehe . lessons after that was a bore as usual .then off home with NV .

skipskipskip ...

slack with old cliques,as usual . wasnt into the fun until someone came . fuh ! i loike *wink* , kepada yang berkenaan , if im not interested in you means im not interested lar . please arh takmo nak sound sound orang disekelilang indirectly kan , kesian sia dorang tak bersalah . perangai so budak-budak . im having a crush okay , yes im having a crush on someone & sorry to disappoint you that crush is not you ! stop acting like a fool infront of me , before you start to annoy me , please lar know your limits okay .

and to you ,

what happen to you ? why like .. nevermind . tired of playing this game of yours so im just gona let it be alrite .

may tomorrow be a better day for me :)

2010-03-20T23:34:00.001+08:00

today had that sajak competition . yes yes yuan ching sec was awesome thanx for the cheerings and applause,korang best hehe touched oi . had bbq the day before with dad's side. fortunately wasnt able to overnight due to this competition , hiyak debush ! so angry sey . hmm , met hanis & nisa after the whole thing ended today . had a great laughter with them . i dont know why but i dont feel like posting a long post today . haish , aint feeling that good . am having a slight fever & am thinking too much of .. haish . takpe lar .

to hanis ;

tanx for being my listening ear , tanx for all those advice , tanx for stayin up late to hear my cries ,tanx for cheering me up. i know i can be a nuisance sometimes but you've always been there for me without fail. i appreciate it very much , i dont know how else to repay you dear sis . i've troubled you too much . dedicating this to you isnt great enough . all that you've done is alot greater . im really glad that i've got a sis like you . thank you so much . i love you :')

to nisa ;

tanx for being my listening ear too , you too have given me lots of advice and tried cheering me up . im thankful for that . i know i may be irritating at times , but hey imjust trying to hide my tears ? heh . whatever it is , im so glad that you're always next to me in school when im feeling down . you're like a big sister to me , always taking care of me in school and making sure that my work is done . thank you for being such a great sis . i am glad too to have a sis like you . thank you so much . i love you :')

oh-that-five-days

2010-03-18T23:55:00.000+08:00

OH-MY-TAYLOR !!!

e'oh ! haish . its the 2nd day his not here ! omt ! i repeat ehk his not here ! :( he'll be away for 5 days , omt ! 5 days ! tak sanggup nye i ! aduhmak , i dont know what else i'll be doing to keep myself occupied man . okay kite story telling sikit ehk . he got sick the day before his departure . i got so worried you know . well he wasnt himself that day , so i dont feel so good . grrrrr . wasnt that happy with boboy;s attitude towards me that day . hiyak debush ! nvm forgive and forget ? haha forgive yes , forget erm .. heh . so yeah , felt super dper down lar , his going off for 5 days sape tak down kan . sayang oi haha . wasnt able to sleep , bottom line didnt sleep at all lar .so the day that basy and me wasnt looking forward eventually came . damn it ! boboy texted early in the morning saying his going off , alermak ... jantung berkecai beb , tak boleh angs au 5 days ! okay , i think im getting irritating kan with the 5 days haahaha opps ! so yeah , eventho didnt say this to him , but i got pray that you have a safe journey tau . so yeah kept the whole day occupied with erm maths class and combine cheer . yeah . but but but , people around me naughty sey . they played this song over and over whenever im daydreaming . alahai . hafnie lagi satu ! siap tunjuk video , boleh ask me spot where is him lagi . adumak . i hold my tears maha hold sia hahaha . rindu tau .. sepi gitu hahaha .at night had a meet up with hanis,nisa&old cliques. tanx guys for occupiying my time hahaha.

so yeah today ... hmm . lets see , what i do to keep myself occupied . blopblopblop ! went cheer practice with nisa , opps ! terlambat haha . met with the rest , laugh , practice , laugh , at a point of time total silence , laugh lagi hahaha then went off slightly earlier then the rest with aqillah for sajak practice . full dress . kekek sumpah i tell you ! but but but ! i enjoyed today very much coz kan .. i lepaskan my rindu at si kecik muhammad neeyil asyraf (taktau how to spell arh) . alamak ! i swear his super cute . the cheeks super tembam ! its been its been two years tk tengok dier , ya allah da besar panjang dier . dulu baby jek i dukung sekarang dukung hmph da boleh tahan berat hahaha ! pipi dier tetap maitain youu ! alamak cikgu anak cikgu super cute arh geram i ! hahaha so yeah , practice and babysit that baby .fir say i potential mother ^.^ yes yes . haha he even suggested i become his son's nanny in future , chey da plan nak dapat son sey fir hahahaha ! i had total fun with cikgu's sons . cikgu lain kali saya nak pinjam si kecik for a few days ehk ? hehe . tak tau malu nye . haha . okay after that went to combine cheer . then hang around school with dear juniors . had a great laughter . tapi ! si anak mummy satu nie on lagu semalam lar , lagu SOLO . alamak rindu terus menggunung arh . hahaha aduh . went home at erm 6 ? i think tak ingat hahaha .so i headed home with 2 lovelies . reached home , joked with mom , bath , eat , did my dnt and maths abit . fuh ! rajin sekejap . skipskip , turun meet hanis and old cliques nisa couldnt make coz kan she sleep ! haha okay i swear today i laugh maha laugh sia hahaha . old cliques made my stomach cramp sak ketawe kan satu satu . we tought them this game that we played infront of them yesterday lar , they tried and i swear satu satu muke ! hahahaha . overall old twps cliques are still the best rite ? ^.^

now currently, doing afew maths questions , chatting with nisa , fb-ing , tagged-ing & missing him so so so so much . OMT ! 3 more days . come on ajoya you're strong yeah ? i can manage . hah ! oh i hope his doing fine there . i love you yeah *wink2*

p.s ; i rindu you sangat -sangat .

affectionate.heroines

2010-03-16T23:18:00.000+08:00

sayang dorang *wink2*

its been 10 days since i update my blog kan kan kan . been busy,tired & erm simply lazy ?

okay , went to swiss serenade on the 14th of march with my Affectionate Heroines . gosh ! it was super fun i tell you . met up with my two fantabulous bitches and met up with bu nisa and her two daughters at ljs . on our way there , we saw someone .. haish honestly we've nothing to say lar sis , just good luck in whatever you do okay ? skip,skip,skip . waited for the trios at dover , rejam oi korang hahaha . so while waiting , camwhore , gossips hahaha okay blablabla they arrived . finally . neh complained,she hungry . sape suro tak mamam haha . so yeah nisa waited for her partner , hmph :( kite sume takda partner tau so sedih . nevermind . went in the auditorium , met basy ! yay ! fuh ! happy giler doh ! hahaha . but ! they made me jealous :( . tak heran lar okay ader hani and mimi beside me blueks arh korang :P

wasnt feeling so good during the whole performance , hmm hanye mimi and hani saje yang tau :) so yeah after everything ended we went to eat ! i swear i hate places at clementi late at night . excuse me gentlemans , there's no need of you to look at us from top to bottom with eyes of a wolf yar . wah ! clementi , a place i'll never go to eat at night without any bodyguards. seram ! had our meals . gossiping . fuh! so many bitches in our lifes ehk ladies ? susah ! done with our meals headed home sweet home :)

as for today , wasnt a good day for me , quarrel with mom , someone's sick , alot of things not yet done , aint feeling any better from my oh-so-down side . well yeah . ouh ! he'll be leaving soon , 5 days , no you , oh-my-taylor ! kesepian nye . hiyak debush ! nevermind , hope he'll enjoy his holidays and get well soon . i'll keep myself occupied with uploading of pictures , extra classes , spending time with my ladies ? yeah ? haha alrite. im off . adios amigos/amigas *wink2*

2010-03-06T23:47:00.000+08:00

this picture was taken last year , i just got it from her .. grrr so long !

blog is dead , super duper dead . hahaha nisa's been babbling about it hehe so lets update ! yay ! hahaha

lets just update about today . boleh ? hehehe

today early in the morning mr azman woke me up asking me if i want to follow them

i said no in the first place as i had plans for today ,

but end up following them haha !

so had breakfast , then someone texted saying his going off to johor ! aduh mak ! merana nye hahaha

then kaikai abit

then tea time was at west coast ,little kiddos texted me saying that they've arrived !

i was like OMT ! im running late !

but i look at my watch , i wasnt, they were too early hahaha !

so i rushed to the nearest toilet ,get changed and off i go !

dad send me and i arrived abit late lar sorry lar sayangs-sayangs akak terlewat sikit hehehe

so we waited there for cikgu , fuh! she datang macam traffic light lar , seterang alam dier tibe hahaha .

indeed there were late comers ; amirul ,hadi & frankli!

hahaha

so we board the bus reached NUS sesat sekejap, standard .

then rehearsed okay lar super funny lar kan .

otw there nisa texted me so yar after this whole thing ends i met nisa voletta ! whee ! met her at woodlands get changed AGAIN! fuh! penat tau asik change aje , after im all done we headed off to banquet! :)

on our way there there's this 2 stalkers , OMT ! irritating like crazy sia , benci sey .

so had our early dinner hahaha .

straight after we had our meal we ronda satu shopping centre hahaha ! ouh ya ! we bumped into hafnie ! hahaha okay skipskip went in all sorts of shops different shops different behaviour tau hahaha

we window-shop macam ye jek hahaha !

then had our starbuck's all time favourite frappe and off we went back to cck .

back at cck searched for some stuffs ^.^

then off home , we walked all the way ! yay us ! hahaha

on our way home , old stories and memories was brought up .

we laughed our ass off ! OMT ! you ! i didnt know you experienced something so embarrassing 2 years back hahahahaha ! i cant stop laughing till i had stomach cramps , coughing non-stop . but still refuse to stop laughing hahahahah! alamak ! i tak boleh carry sia ! hahahaha

its still stuck to my head now hahahaha !

rindu si (insertname) , haiya its been moring tau :(

but he did called :) whee ! ssllrrpp ! i loike haha

currently webcaming with nisa haha kekek lar serious ! haha

semangat tau nisa nyanyi ! hahaha suare boleh tuka tuka you ! hahaha

okay lar dear , aku da update ehk .

takmo bising lagi ehk ,

hehe *wink2*

kucikuci

2010-02-22T20:13:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

NISA VOLETTA !

today nisa is officially 16 ! wahhhh ! i so jealous ! hiyak debush arh nisa ! hehe . i hope she got a great birthday this year . well the tresses celebrated her birthday in advance on a saturday *evil smile*
the preparation was hilarious, me and iwa had a great difficulty tau ! nie mya arh nye idea , menyiksa kita ehk iwa ehk ? :( ouh! i saw dickson ! helped him with his shopping ^.^ blablabla
nvm , so yeah we did our plans , get her presents done , set up whatever we're told by mya , laugh our ass off while waiting , sumpah kite macam penyamun wanabe =D
so yeah , nisa blew her tweety cake hehe got her presents so off we went to a cooler place , sumpah
the venue was damn hot hot ! so sat at a place , photo session macam biase ..
after afew hours there , we head off to my crib , iwa buih .. alek tanak ikut !
so over at my crib we watched power kids 5 , sadly mya and nisa wasnt able to watch till the end :(

skip , skip , skip

as for sunday , i woke up early grrr .. went to bpp shop some stuffs to be brought to atok's house ,
done with our shopping head off to sengkang , fuh sayu nye i sampai sane haiya ..
had a chit chat with relatives , helped cousins with homeworks ..
feed boboy ! omg ! his super cute ! hahaha
so texted dearies asking her on how to do that oh-so-troublesome homework , after her explanation faham sikit-sikit lar kan , then met up with mya and nisa after i said bye-bye to boboy !

did some homeworks , leceh leceh ! tak suka .
told them to go other place , da bosan da kat situ .
bumped into charman and gang , shout here shout there .
change venue lagi , on our way out nisa got another surprise ! untung kan dier !
omg ! jealous nye ! hahaha takla ..
so yeah hang out with them sume as in sume , i had a dificult time completing my homework .
ader distraction arh , but that distraction didnt bother me tho , it helps me calm down you know ^.^
so in the end i completed my homework ! whee ! tanx to dorang-dorang yang tolong ye *senyum mentel* hahaha ! so off home , mom nags as i've been out every single day , alek tak ingat besok school .
enjoy arh ma before stress bertambah , betul tak ? hehe ! indeed my fault , da hari-hari turun , alek macam besok tak school , sorry ma , sorry smurf for being out while your sick at home ):

kucikuci hehe !

2010-02-14T12:49:00.000+08:00

HAPPY

VALENTINE'S DAY !

I would like to wish everyone a HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY ! hehehe

this year valentine falls on the same day as CNY wah ! kecoh ehk ..

well my valentine for this year would be my OIAI bitches , tresses dearest , voletta & all my darlings2 lar hahaha . no valentine arh ):

but its okae , sumone accompany me thru out the early morning of valentine's day . so thank you so much ehk . hehehe .

blablablabla

kae lar im goin out , adios !

boy-boy ,

i love you *wink2*

^.^

2010-02-04T21:52:00.000+08:00

S M U R F !

helo dear readers hahaha , i knw my blog is rather dead heh .. lazy lar .. well lets dedicate dis post for dat smurf ehk ? since i owe him a decent post =D . abdul qarim bin abdul nasirin , i hope dis post is decent enuf , hmmm ...

ayim , his a happy chirpy type of person , i rarely see him frown .. always smilin .. tk pernah tk smile,jarang lar kn ..

whenever im down , he'll cheer me up .. idk wat he gt in him bt watevr he do he'll make my day ..

(ayim , da read tkmo kembang)

easy say im glad enuf to knw him , sadly its gona be his last yr in swiss rite ? maybe mine too ? well i hope nt , i wan go sec5 !

i wish him all e best for his N level yar ? study hard okae ?

eh ayim , y u taller arh now ? tk fair tau ! :(

haiya ..

his super fun to be around wif , very entertaining .. hahaha

ouh ouh ! his cute too u knw ! to me he is lar .. hahahaha bottom line , his awesome ! nvr regret knwing him ..

sssllllrrrrppp !! hahahahaha

p.s ;

i love my jiwe too kae , naqiuddin warhead ..

keep ur promise bro , dun disappoint me agian okae ?

ni rang wo hen shi wang

2010-01-23T00:04:00.002+08:00

you,

wat has become of u ? y r u becumin like dis ?
wat sin have we done 2 u ?
ur being a 2 sided jerk . y ? wat do u get frm doin dis ?
do u knw dat im really disappointed in u ? do u knw dat im really hurt ?
do u knw dat she hurts too ?
do u knw how worried we are wen u ran away ?
do u knw dat ? no , u dont ..
coz u nvr tot of wats goin 2 happen if both found out ..
sadly bt truely both did found out ..
n i shall repeat it again ..
WE'RE REALLY DISAPPOINTED IN YOU ..

maybe u didnt realise wat ur doin now , i just hope u will one day ..

before ur at loss , of those precious ones ..

im sorry if our way hurts u too , dun take it e other way round ..

its nt dat we're mad , its just dat we're very upset ..

we care 4 u dats y we're trying to wake u up ..

pls cheer up , pls be true , pls dun lie ..

using ur fave colour im ,

truely sorry (insertname) =(

anak nasirin

2010-01-16T00:19:00.001+08:00

ABDUL QARIM BIN ABDUL NASIRIN ;

see dat picture ? yes yes , dats ayim ! his super gerek i tell u ! let's recall my times wif him .. ehems2 mic check mic check .. hehe .. kaekae .. we didnt really talk or even smiled at each other in yr 2007 , yet we goten closer at 2008 .. dis wont happen if nt coz of kiki hu invited him to our class aft cca .. kae i rmbr clearly dat day .. eventho at dat point of time we didnt knw each other , just by names , dgn sardine nye he hit me wif a broomstick ! kurangs btul ! heh .. but it was fun tho . mulut peh bising nie anak hahaha ! maaf ehk .. n den things happen .. tknk elaborate mls nk elaborate .. hahaha i knw u knw suda .. den blablabla .. ouh ya ! ders dis period of time dat we didnt talk to each other ,senyum pun tk .. like we're total strangers lar .. mcm .. nvm .. aft afew mths , i repeat ehk MTHS , den we strted talking again , smiling again .. yada yada yada . dis yr kn nie anak nasirin kn really arh mintak frm me u knw .. recess time nnt muncul tau arh tu dier nk uat aper .. tgn dier da standby arh kn .. tk psl2 maen catching plak aku kt skola hahahahaha ! tapi yes indeed he cheered me dwn wen im feeling low . his e best of e best wen it comes to making ppl smile after a long cry , yes yes .. idk how he did it , bt he did .. nie pakcik mcm ader power to make ppl smile just by muncul dgn secare tibe2 tau .. eventho ur goin thru sumtin really difficult wen u see him arnd evrytg just stop , btul tk nisa ? btul kn btul kn ? hehe i know .. easy said .. his a pleasure to be around wif .. truly , deep dwn i treasure dis frenship we had kae ayim ? heeeess ..

torn again ..

2010-01-14T22:16:00.001+08:00

hey u , yes u .. tanx for being there for me yar , eventho its just a short period of time i feel as if its been years .. yada yada yada .. u've made my day , everyday .. all e time .. lalalalala .. u've said smthg to me today dat i was hoping u wouldn't .. bt still i smiled .. faking evrything lar kae .. watever it is , u're still e best ! hahaha .. yes yes ur still e best okae .. just gona miss ur voice n ur laugh .. gaaaahhh !

wo hui xiang ni de

h.s ;

wo zhi dao na zhong gan shou dan wo hai ai ni

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY

2010-01-13T22:33:00.001+08:00

helo! its been afew days since i've been blogging . mls lar wei .. haha well , hanifanatics has been irritating me wif her besar tu tk besar lar sister . days had pass by so fast u knw . like i said , im a strong girl tau . i dun mind , i'm happy wif my life as it is . well i dun wana elaborate any further . waste of my time . bleahs ! so i went on wif my life , n yes yes i really must thank hamba2 allah nie sume , ehems2 .. i wan to thank my tresses , oiai , my voletta ,jiweku kiki warhead , bdak2 botak ku hehe , my 2 gangsta(shu shia & valar) hehe , my 4N1 cliques , my sume lar haha ! yesyes .. tanx guys for being der for me wen im in superb trouble . sayang u guys lar sey . rest assure yar , im fine .. ^.^ im back as i am before . whee ! gerek kn ? i knw .. haha kae az da strt merepek sendiri .. lalala ..

H.S !!! ur presence lightens up my dead dead life . hah . u knw nt u really effing cute tau hahaha . kae az stop it sia. well yesyes , i gt back my self confident n my cheerful self all tanx to u . tankiu tau . plz ehk tkmo kembang . i bite u den u knw . hehe . dis H.S ehk very gd at making ppl smile tau . never fail to make me smile . ily okae ? hahahaha !

is this not the end yet ?

2010-01-06T22:09:00.001+08:00

Yes, baby, I can be the woman you want me to be.

But, the question is, can you be the man that I need.

You question my ability and ponder over my youthfulness,

Baby, the question hasn't been answered yet?

Don't worry, I'll stick around for a while,

Even if it's just to look at your smile.

OMT ! OMT ! help help help ! hasnt dat feeling fade yet ? or has it came back ? or im just trying to force myself forgeting all my past ? ohh please god give me an answer . tell me what am i suppose to do . y must i be the one facing this ?? all alone :'( i repeat ehk ALL ALONE .. haish . its okae , everythings gona be fine . i knw im strong to go thru this all by myself . i've been thru this all the time bt i felt different this time . ohh god , answer my prayers fast :'( im suffering inside eventho im smiling widely . gosh ! im crying n typing at the same time . recalling every single moment with him . ohh im sorry , i really do . im nt showing u my ego or giving u bullshit attitudes . im just trying to forget the past so that im able to forgive all your mistakes towards me . yes yes i may sound so selfish to do this to you . bt i have to . its best for both of us . ohh god please , stop crying girl ... i knw my patience n trust on him went down the drain . but but but , i knw him in & out . his just not being himself , n i don't understand y . maybe someone talked him out or maybe his just thinking the other way round .. wake up from your loooong sleep please ? i don't want any other person to suffer the same situation , okae ? for the sake of urself , repent from all your unhealthy activites , that's all that i asked for . let's help each other to move on with our lifes by being ourself for once . we've been pretending n tryin to be what we're not . dear friend , remember what i told you ? if we're meant to be then we're meant to be . now i myself am not to sure are we meant to be or are we not . seperating wasnt what you wanted , getting back tghtr wasnt what i wanted , its not because your forgotten its just that im not yet able to forget the past , like i say , im trying forgive you . im trying my best , stop being soooo nice now coz your making me sooooo down . its nt a bad thing its just that i dont wana cry anymore . seeing your face broke my heart into pieces , coz u knw y ? ur smile means everything to me .fuck shits ! AJOYA ! stop crying please ..

a perfect lie

2010-01-04T22:05:00.000+08:00

a perfect lie . a perfect lie . a perfect lie . a perfect lie . a perfect lie .