Wow ! i've been abandoning my blog for sooooo long . gosh ! well its been a very hactic year for me this year . met new friends , new loves , new jobs , new cliques , new experience ouh ouh ! and a new baby in our family , yar everything also new lah . anw , i just have this feeling of wanting to blog again , so yar i shall blog more often. bare in mind most of it i bet its gona be emotional entries . hahaha emogirl_94@longtimenoblog.com haiya haiya . there's so much i want to write. its fasting month now , well selamat berpuasa dan selamat berpuasa ye . 

Awesome

Ilyas , Hani & Kiki .

I've known them way back , about 4 years ago . We've gone thru lots of shits together , good & bad . You guys thought me what life is .

Ilyas ;

You've been the one who will always get me back on track whenever i lost my way.The one who would talk some shit into me . He's the one who would rescue me from my darkess daydream .Never stop to motivate me to continue studying eventhough he knws its too late. Even late nights , he'll be there helping me whenever im in doubts or having problems. A guy who prove to me that people do change as time goes by like how he did . I'm proud that i got a best-boy-bestfriend like him :)

Hani ;

You've been the one who never fail to lend me your listening ear.The one who would always ask me to think positive and never give up.She's the one who would helped me out whenever my brains stop working.Will try her very best to be there for me in times of needs.She'll be the one chasing of my boredom everytime in class with her random text msges. A girl who prove to me that girls can be as strong to handle heartbreaks and to handle complicated love life like how she did. I'm proud to have the best sister like her :)

Kiki ;

You've been the one who would keep my deepest darkest secrets.The one who knows me the best , be it my worst attiude ever or the best ever.He's the one who would get me pissed off and made me reflect back what i've done.Always there when i need a punching bag or when i need someone to nag at hehe.He'll be the one trying his best to cheer me up whenever im feeling down.A boy who prove to me that no matter how hard you fall down you'll always be able to get up again like how he did.I'm proud to have the best brother like him :)

Thanks for every single advice you guys gave me , the naggings and such . I admit i can be really troublesome at times but you guys will never leave me alone in my darkest days in schools.Thanks for spending every single memorable moments with me guys.You guys were there accepting me back after all the shits i've gone through pissing everyone of , being a fool.No matter what happen you people were there picking me , fixing me back when i've fallenn into pieces.You guys are the best of the best and i love you for that .Never will anyone break our friendship apart. I love you guys so damn freaking much :')

Love;

ajoya nicanora 

Been a very long period of time since i blogged . N levels are just afew days away , im freaking nervous , scared :(  and so my days were spent studying with cliques . awesome bunch of people who make studying fun . i love you guys kay  kay :)

Boy ,

just because i refused to meet you , i refuse to contact with you , you got pissed and try to show everyone arh ? tskkkk ! i admit , iive made the biggest mistake of my life , i realised that . thats mainly the reason why i left you , coz i dont want to do any stupid things . tskkk !  im turning a new leaf okay , i dun want to be like last time . clinging on to you but im going nowhere . to hell with the pass . its 2010 now , let bygones be bygones boy . im leading my life happily . i tot you said it yourself you ant me to be happy , and so i am . so why are you behaving in this manner ? if you would have been good to me we wont be in this stage rite now , its almost a year and yet you still keep holding on to your grudges ? please , go  away :'(

 i've gone thru enuf hurt . i've suffer too much sufferings . because of your actions we're in this stage its not my fault . i endure with you for so long . i've apologised once for leaving but i have to . and you know why . now please succeed in your future or what and stop bothering williams please :(

dun troubled her , she's already stressed up .  i dun want bcoz of me she'll be more pressurised.enuf is enuf . you had your chances back then you blewed it away . so .. good luck .

Its been a chaotic week , been hearing stupid things , never ending . D&T deadline is veryvery near and what the hell im here blogging while D&T not fully completed . haiya azura ! well its coz i cant draw contextual drawing at nyte , mengantok you know . Nvm , D&T students , lets make mr ethan wong proud ! eventho his not there with us taking our theory paper , far far away at melbourne lets make him smile people :)

After school normal routine ;  study with cliques at school library . Had lots of laughter with them so blaja pun tak boring lar kan . So been working hard on my maths , aiming for better marks for prelim two and prelim three . focus focus focus ! gaaaaahhhhhh ! must score better than prelim one . must make improvements ! must work harder everyday ! well its been said ; action speaks louder than words . im gona show mr terence wong that i can do it :)

Sometimes , people should never get involve in a situation whereby its not meant for them to know . coz its not their battefield , its not their war . people who tend to get involve in other people's problems will only make it worst rite ? haiya . don't be the spark of a problem that's already been closed can ? coz in the end you'll be the one getting into big troble nanti leceh lar . tired of all this . Just a waste of time . lets all let it go and focus on our studies aites ? coz the spark to this will not have to sit for any major exams , sbb tu bynk mase nak api-apikan keadaan . bulan bulan puase nie , baik baik lar sikit :)

` keeping close to heart to late granny's words ;

 'biar orang uat kite jangan kite uat orang'

its 2am and im still wide awake hmmm . see that picture ? yeah yeah kungfukun ! hahaha . this movie is super damn cute cute . that kid there is kung fu . cute name kan hahaha . and yes you got to watch it , it'll definitely brighten up your day . he look sooo adorable in every scene you know . im sure you'll feel like pinching him . so i watched this show erm last week ? yeah . been wanting to update bout this but super lazy . heh heh heh . so we had karate kid . now kung fu kid then ape lagi ? omg adorable sesgt ! haha .

didnt attend school today due to high fever & a bad sore throat . haiya . was to submit my dnt folio today and so i had to troubled dear iqa & afiq to help me out . nyeheheheh tanx krg.so i slept my whole entire day , mcm pig ehk . hmmm at around 12 i guess linsa baby called , was'nt able to accompany her . how to when im myself tak larat hahaha. sorry dear , kite sick same2 kay ? hahaha . and so i had to miss a meet with kiki today , boo hoo ! nvm shall make it up to all yar . okay golek ,nk go siap-siap soon, buka at nani's house ^^