Heartbeat

Ala tayang tayang! tite tayang ayie otey ? HAHAHA!

After all the bullshits i go through all this years i finally found you. Why it takes you so long to find me ha?! In Shaa Allah he'll be the last cause there aint any better than him . His the type of guy who tolerates my stupid nonsense, fulfill my cravings, never failed to surprise me, the kind of guy who can shut me up during an arguement, shower me with unlimited supply of hugs and forehead kiss *kelipkelipmate* , his the kind of guy who will try his very best to adapt being with me and heal my broken heart. The kind of guy where my parents are able to pass down their responsibilities to. His the kind of guy that i can trust.  I hate myself for not knowing you years before this but I love the fact that we take things slow and we never give up. Even if there was a time where things turned out to be what it wasnt supposed to. Without us realising we're reaching our 7th soon. Despite cursing each other and giving shits we pulled it through. 

the kind of guy i can call MINE 

Test Test 1 2 3 !

I'm left with afew days to my final exam and im here blogging after so long hahahaha!

I lost my focus coz its been ages since i have time for my own and it felt so good that i

totally pushed aside what i have to do. Blogging used to be my daily routine till i forgot 

how to use it HAHAHA! :')

I guess i should really go and

 do my revision now :D

Life has been rather challenging . theres just too many things thats going on in my mind . pfffft !  i just want to cry my heart out right now . how i wish that every single tear drop solves everything . fat hope la az ! im fixing my broken heart thanks to him . uhuh . i couldnt explain how much i have to go thru and its only the 2nd mth of the whole entire 2012 . dayuummm ! but im so greatful that i have my family , lovelies & him always by my side hearing me out . thank you so much . im stuck . not knowing what else to do . eeeeeeee! emosi terganggu please . pffft ! stress nye dengan hidup . aru tanggung diri sendiri sia belum tanggung hal rumah tangge biler da dewase haiyaaaaaaa ! hidup nie bynk sgt cabaran . sblm emosi making terganggu nk stop je la ehk . baik da start bbual sorg pulak -.- . hahahaha az emosi terganggu da sewel da budak nie hahahahaha okay .  adios amigos, amigas :)

Wow ! i've been abandoning my blog for sooooo long . gosh ! well its been a very hactic year for me this year . met new friends , new loves , new jobs , new cliques , new experience ouh ouh ! and a new baby in our family , yar everything also new lah . anw , i just have this feeling of wanting to blog again , so yar i shall blog more often. bare in mind most of it i bet its gona be emotional entries . hahaha emogirl_94@longtimenoblog.com haiya haiya . there's so much i want to write. its fasting month now , well selamat berpuasa dan selamat berpuasa ye . 

Awesome

Ilyas , Hani & Kiki .

I've known them way back , about 4 years ago . We've gone thru lots of shits together , good & bad . You guys thought me what life is .

Ilyas ;

You've been the one who will always get me back on track whenever i lost my way.The one who would talk some shit into me . He's the one who would rescue me from my darkess daydream .Never stop to motivate me to continue studying eventhough he knws its too late. Even late nights , he'll be there helping me whenever im in doubts or having problems. A guy who prove to me that people do change as time goes by like how he did . I'm proud that i got a best-boy-bestfriend like him :)

Hani ;

You've been the one who never fail to lend me your listening ear.The one who would always ask me to think positive and never give up.She's the one who would helped me out whenever my brains stop working.Will try her very best to be there for me in times of needs.She'll be the one chasing of my boredom everytime in class with her random text msges. A girl who prove to me that girls can be as strong to handle heartbreaks and to handle complicated love life like how she did. I'm proud to have the best sister like her :)

Kiki ;

You've been the one who would keep my deepest darkest secrets.The one who knows me the best , be it my worst attiude ever or the best ever.He's the one who would get me pissed off and made me reflect back what i've done.Always there when i need a punching bag or when i need someone to nag at hehe.He'll be the one trying his best to cheer me up whenever im feeling down.A boy who prove to me that no matter how hard you fall down you'll always be able to get up again like how he did.I'm proud to have the best brother like him :)

Thanks for every single advice you guys gave me , the naggings and such . I admit i can be really troublesome at times but you guys will never leave me alone in my darkest days in schools.Thanks for spending every single memorable moments with me guys.You guys were there accepting me back after all the shits i've gone through pissing everyone of , being a fool.No matter what happen you people were there picking me , fixing me back when i've fallenn into pieces.You guys are the best of the best and i love you for that .Never will anyone break our friendship apart. I love you guys so damn freaking much :')

Love;

ajoya nicanora 

Been a very long period of time since i blogged . N levels are just afew days away , im freaking nervous , scared :(  and so my days were spent studying with cliques . awesome bunch of people who make studying fun . i love you guys kay  kay :)

Boy ,

just because i refused to meet you , i refuse to contact with you , you got pissed and try to show everyone arh ? tskkkk ! i admit , iive made the biggest mistake of my life , i realised that . thats mainly the reason why i left you , coz i dont want to do any stupid things . tskkk !  im turning a new leaf okay , i dun want to be like last time . clinging on to you but im going nowhere . to hell with the pass . its 2010 now , let bygones be bygones boy . im leading my life happily . i tot you said it yourself you ant me to be happy , and so i am . so why are you behaving in this manner ? if you would have been good to me we wont be in this stage rite now , its almost a year and yet you still keep holding on to your grudges ? please , go  away :'(

 i've gone thru enuf hurt . i've suffer too much sufferings . because of your actions we're in this stage its not my fault . i endure with you for so long . i've apologised once for leaving but i have to . and you know why . now please succeed in your future or what and stop bothering williams please :(

dun troubled her , she's already stressed up .  i dun want bcoz of me she'll be more pressurised.enuf is enuf . you had your chances back then you blewed it away . so .. good luck .