Been a very long period of time since i blogged . N levels are just afew days away , im freaking nervous , scared :(  and so my days were spent studying with cliques . awesome bunch of people who make studying fun . i love you guys kay  kay :)

Boy ,

just because i refused to meet you , i refuse to contact with you , you got pissed and try to show everyone arh ? tskkkk ! i admit , iive made the biggest mistake of my life , i realised that . thats mainly the reason why i left you , coz i dont want to do any stupid things . tskkk !  im turning a new leaf okay , i dun want to be like last time . clinging on to you but im going nowhere . to hell with the pass . its 2010 now , let bygones be bygones boy . im leading my life happily . i tot you said it yourself you ant me to be happy , and so i am . so why are you behaving in this manner ? if you would have been good to me we wont be in this stage rite now , its almost a year and yet you still keep holding on to your grudges ? please , go  away :'(

 i've gone thru enuf hurt . i've suffer too much sufferings . because of your actions we're in this stage its not my fault . i endure with you for so long . i've apologised once for leaving but i have to . and you know why . now please succeed in your future or what and stop bothering williams please :(

dun troubled her , she's already stressed up .  i dun want bcoz of me she'll be more pressurised.enuf is enuf . you had your chances back then you blewed it away . so .. good luck .