craps

today i had my eng n mly oral .. eng went well but my pic discussion sux big time hah ! mly was smooth .. oh ! i like sgt2 my mly oral ... mcm heart to heart talk pun ader haha .. ckg yani i love you lar kae ? u make me feel so comfortable doing my oral wif u hahaha..my whole day was wif my cutebitch/scandal a.k.a nurin amirah .. yes2 went to sch wif her went hme wif her .. haha ! its a sad thing tau she's goin to cambodia on her bdae .. hiyak dush ! nk lari frm kene bash ? u watch out u little rascal !aft oral headed hme ..yeah sedih ..kae blablabla ...at hme did nth watcch tv laugh wif parents blablabla ..today boring giler ... was feeling dwn for sum obvious reason .. gaaaahh! so yeah.. arnd 5.30 g2 ..5 lovelies came to my hse ..raye ! hahaha kae smgt raye ehk krg .. so yeah .. they giler2 at my cribs .. giler drg fuh tk blh angs as usual arh kn .. aqillah n nabillah main character ! hahaha kae .. so yar .. ketawe here n der they brigthens my day .. tanx dearies ..so we took pics .. i didnt want to coz muke rumah arh kn hahaha..so aft some persuations my dis dearie so i did lar haha muke rbk or waat ! tkpe yg penting drg happy .. suke sgt ke my hse arh krg ? smpi nk sleepover sume haha ! blh2 y nt .. haha .. aft dat chatting till now .. dari pagi tk mkn pape stakat 2 keping roti haha tu pun kene coz before oral lar konon hahaha .. basically today i had my smiles lar kn .. tanx to nurin amirah for like txting me thru out e whole day .. haha ! erm .. yeah hope kiddos had fun at my hse..haha .. nxt yr nk dtg lgk ? n n n to dat sumone who blog hop ehk hmm .. tanx ... ur words does gave a great impact .. u made me feel btr .. to member mimi tanx a bunch tau ! kae lar adios amigos/amigas ..

never be replaced

this video was created by nur izzwany bte sa'ad , pictures was taken way back .. those time we had , the tears ,the joys , the laughters .. gosh ! i miss you girls like hell lots ! i miss having fun with this two besties .. those memories we had ..those time we spent together doing nothing just sitting down each with a drink at our usual places,talking craps non stop .. or just plainly entertaining ourselves day dreaming hahaha ! menjiwanging , camwhoring , singing , dancing ,crapping, kutuking,gossiping,crying,laughing,smiling,kacau-ing hahaha ! and many more 'ingS' haha ! years with you girls are just wonderful , i repeat ehk , years with you girls are just wonderful !!! let's give deaf ears to those who talk bad bout each of us .. woohoo !! haha coz u knw y ? we knw ourselves deep dwn .. so watevr bullshits we're abt to here thats not gona break our friendship .. for those who have tried u people knw how hard it is to break us apart.. before u try , think twice coz ur gona failed .. hiyak dush !!huahuahuahua ...az da go gugugaga over this topic .. huak! haha bottom line i love hanis amirah bte rosani & nur izzwany bte sa'ad !!

what the ..

Haish ..i feel so locked up. not by my parents bt by u .. wat do u tink i am ? itu no ini no sume no .. hmph ..my family pun no ?? like .. ape sey .. wat u want frm me pun idk .. haiya ! hidup ssh mati pun ssh .. gaahhh ! like .. urgh ! im so pissed off wif my life ..y is it so hard for ppl to see me smile ? y cnt i enjoy life like u ? y must i locked myself up in my own little world ? i wana be e old azura dat all of u knwn ..e gerl hu never say no to wat she believes in ... wer has dat gerl gone ?? is she gona be back ?? i hope so ... i hope she'll come back soon .. coz im nt able to bare wif dis situation any longer .. i hate being in dis little world .. nk explore like i used to .. dats wow ! fuh ! i like u knw .. bt nw .. i feel as if my life is full of sorrow .. if nt for my fantastic four , myempthnbesteresterestkwns,OIAI bitches,my redchick,little kiddos that make me go gugugaga n lovelies2 yg laen lar rite ..if nt 4 them i think i would be sumone wif no life .. hah ! now pun mcm tkde life arh kn .. tapi coz of these girlfies mention above they made me appreciate my life ... gaaahhh !! i superbly love u gerls okae ... gosh its been soooo long since i've been out wif myempatthnbesterestkwns .. i miss them so so so much ... im sorie 4 rejecting krg nye invites weh ajak keluar .. gaaahhh !! one day kae one day ..

HAPPY 58 MTHS GALS !!!

HAPPY 58 MTHS GALS !!!!!

10/12/2005

This picture was taken way back .. i didnt quite rmbr when was it .. zaman sec 1 i tink .. so yes this are e gals hu have been sticking wif me thru thick n thin since we're at the age of 11 .. well i knw maybe u guys has frenship dats way longer den ours but hu cares .. e most importantly they're mine..all mine ! i know i've nt been arnd lately .. im superbly sorie dearies ! gosh .. still mcm mane i've been missing krg ttp ader disamping kite wen i really need u gals or wen im in deep trouble or wen i nid help or wen im just plainly bored n nid a laughing gas out of u two .. u gals are simply e best that i've ever had .. n i swear no any other human being are able to replace u gals .. i admit i've been locking myself up in my room(krg tau je lar) but im just super glad dat u gals stick wif me no matter wat .. n dat makes me love u gals more n more .. gaaahh ! how far we are u gals are still close to heart okiedokie babies ? teeheess ! semoga persahabatan kite yg telah kite bina akan kekal smpi ke anak2 n cucu2 kite .. hope anak2 kite pun bestfriends lar kn3 ? n hope impian utk tinggal serumah tercapai hahahahaha !! woohoo! lets wait n wait til we're 21 gals..dats wen we get our key to freedeom of life yeah ! hahaha ! kae az da beylow gaahh !! well im off ! adios amigas !

ajoya nicanora !

lululala ! gugugaga! i go haywire wen im sick ..hiyak dush ! tk suke tau ! grrr .. well im sick yet using e computer late at nyte, y ehk ? tk tau ..hahaha ! kae beygoh ! -.- hari nie sungguh memenatkn diri .. i wake up arnd erm 12 ? haha ! sakit arh bgn lmbt ,chey padehal tk sakit pun same ..hees .. so yar woke up wash up sume tgk tkde mkn drg da abes kn ..hiyak dush ! so jdk tikus dapur lar kite crk2 brg msk sendiri mkn sendiri hah ! tknk share arh drg tk share sey :( aft mkn , watch tv kejap den daddy asked to siap2 , so i did .. it took me arnd an hr near 2 utk selesai siapkn diri hahaha .. rejam kn .. i knw .. so off we went sengkang amek dear aty n all e bdak kecik .. kite pangku dat kiddo ! yay ! hahaha .. dgn itu kite meneruskan perjalan ke rumah mak long yg terltk di yishun .. yes yes yishun .. haha smpi nye disane dat kiddo lanyak sham hahaha kesian adek aku kene lanyak dgn adek aku jgk hahaha ! n indeed all cuzen2 di sane berubah dlm segi penampilan dan personaliti mereka ..lets strt wif .. kak siti ! kak siti makin pendiam gaaahhh ! kak shama makin tembam tapi kuat berbual mcm slalu , abg akim da quiet lar abg kite haha tapi da tk kudut mcm dulu da sapao oi oi ! haha tapi okae lar npk mcm bdak normal for once hees .. jahat ehk adk zura awk ? haha lastly sham !! waduh ! adk ku yg satu nie makin berisi bdn nye ya ampun ! kedebap btul haha makin rancak dier berbual dgn kite , dulu ader diam skt skrg uhm uhm .. sajak lar tu kene lanyak ngn si kiddo .. n gosh mak long look like arwah nani .. i was like missing her thru out i was der ;( nani , u left me at a young age .. adk2 sume tk dpt knl muke nani tau kesian drg .. tapi tkpe lar .. tuhan lebih syg nani ..

we spent half of our day der , thru out e journey to yishun i txt my cute bitch n oyin dearie hahaha ! they kept me company while kiddos are aslp in car -.- .. had my laughter wif kak shama n sham talk here n der .. cant believe i didnt knw dat both my kakak2 sch quite near .. kak siti sch at sp ,skola idaman kite .. kak shama sch at m.i ... wahhh !!! kalau tk btul2 blh terserempak sey wif kak shama hahah but i gd gal tk lepak jauh2 sgt ehk hahaha ! trus defensive hees ... yeah sham was being superbly energetic lynkn si kiddo nye stunt sane sini .. haha sajak lar krg sejenis bdn nye hahaha! lame jgk kat umah mak long .. catch up wat we've missed abt them lar kn haha .. arnd 6 g2 we went to uncle's hse aat sengkang , ader open hse kate nye .. haha ..smpi nye disane jmpe dgn oyin dearie ! gaaahhh .. ape lgk bukak topic arh dier mcm biase .. terpekik2 kite kat sane, org sume panic hahaha ..we were jmping all arnd superb hyper arh dpt news frm her dat .... hahaha kae tk perlu tau arh kn heess .. didnt stay dat long as boboy was slpy ...hiyak dush ! tu baby ehk kalau kat rumah mate tk tau nk tdo kat umah org mengantuk lar plak ... hiyak dush ! so salam her hug her here n der haha mcm sepuluh thn tk jmpe padehal2 .. den off we went hme .. before dat singgah cold storage beli brg2 dpr alek umah masak ! yummy ! haha.. currently checking mails,blogging n watching tv .. off to bed in a afew mins time .. heeess ... adios amigos n amigas !

gaaaaaahhhhhh !!!

mohamad haifi

mohamad hazri

as'salammualaikum semua .. hehe .. its been such a loooooooong time i met up wif this 2 boys ..gaaahh! finally rindu ku telah diubati haha ! yes uncle brought them here yay uncle ! haha .. oh hazri,u've grown n yes i must say u look like ur big bro wen he was little .. exactly e same..e looks,e smile,ur personality...lgk2 wen ur hyper dtg..adui ! haifi num 2 lar awak hazri..haha !

i was using e laptop , searching 4 songs wen i heard a little voices laughing ..i popped out my head n i saw hazri ..i was like .. wah ! awak da besar lar ! haha ..kae i gt hugs frm both yay! haha ..haifi was all excited wen he saw me , yela da nk 2 thn tk jmpe tau rindu kakak sdare dieer yg satu nie lar haha. hazri wasnt able to recognise us as at dat point of time his still afew mths old ..okae yada yada yada ..they were running here n der .. n i was smiling .. ape tk nye da lame tk npk kn .. drg serak kn bilik pun i da dun mind lar yg penting drg happy .. hazri saw my elmo collections n guess wat .. he shouted 'elmon!' .. gosh i couldnt stop laughing .. cute banget deh ..haifi plak ader ditepi biliku sorok2 ntah uat ape rupe2 nye npk keychain liverpool..peminat besar katekn so he was like ' kakak aipi nk nie blh plz ? *blink* ' .. dlm hati da mcm ' almk pi,bynk2 benda u ask 4 dat adui .. ' , so bagi je lar hahaha tk dpt jmpe kakak nnt tgk keychain jek kae .. umur aru 7thn tapi minat dier kat bola fuh tk terkata,cube lar u all tanye dier psl kereta sume nye dier blh ans sng , segale name kereta dier hafal ..da besar kalau tk jadi pemain bola atau penjual kereta tk tau lar nk ckp ape kn .. hahaha !

so took pics of them eventhough kat lappy da berlambak ..hahaha ! gaaahhh !! 2 da dpt jmpe lgk 4 mane ilg? asl yg ilg sume lelaki ? grrrr .. lgk2 abg mamat ku , npk adk sdare sendiri mcm da tk knl..senyum jek bih tk ckp sedih tau ..thn nie da masuk kire2 4 thn tk jmpe abg .. raye pun tk dtg umah nani .. abg ,if ur able to read dis , plz dtg umah nani ... adk2 sume rindu abg,ismail n isa .. kite incomplete tau raye u all tkde berturut2 :(

to adk kiki , kak zura rindu kiki ..dtg sengkang lar jmpe kak2 sume kite rindu awak tau .. guess u've grown up too ..gaaahhhh !!! asl my cousins yg lelaki sume ilg sey .. tinggal si boboy jek dier tu kecik tk tau pape :(

to u ,

y isit dat it feels we're drifting further apart?kemana kau pergi ilgkn dirimu?i admit i do miss you .. like duh ! ofcoz lar kn .. haha . haiya .. asl arh ? asl mcm nie ? knape knape knape?ala.. tk suke tau mcm nie .. hiyak dush ! haha

went to nani's hse ,was browsin picture albums n saw pics way back wen i was afew mths old..haha ..tgk mama n papa nye muke time dulu2 wah muke maintain sey drg haha ..rumah nani kecoh dgn tawa riang tgk gmbr2 dulu yg atk simpan hees .. ader yg memalukn sungguh ! ya allah ! hahaha..