is this not the end yet ?

Yes, baby, I can be the woman you want me to be.

But, the question is, can you be the man that I need.

You question my ability and ponder over my youthfulness,

Baby, the question hasn't been answered yet?

Don't worry, I'll stick around for a while,

Even if it's just to look at your smile.

OMT ! OMT ! help help help ! hasnt dat feeling fade yet ? or has it came back ? or im just trying to force myself forgeting all my past ? ohh please god give me an answer . tell me what am i suppose to do . y must i be the one facing this ?? all alone :'(   i repeat ehk ALL ALONE ..  haish . its okae , everythings gona be fine . i knw im strong to go thru this all by myself . i've been thru this all the time bt i felt different this time . ohh god , answer my prayers fast :'(  im suffering inside eventho im smiling widely . gosh ! im crying n typing at the same time . recalling every single moment with him . ohh im sorry , i really do . im nt showing u my ego or giving u bullshit attitudes . im just trying to forget the past so that im able to forgive all your mistakes towards me . yes yes i may sound so selfish to do this to you . bt i have to . its best for both of us . ohh god please , stop crying girl ... i knw my  patience n trust on him went down the drain . but but but , i knw him in & out . his just not being himself , n i don't understand y . maybe someone talked him out or maybe his just thinking the other way round .. wake up from your loooong sleep please ? i don't want any other person to suffer the same situation , okae ? for the sake of urself , repent from all your unhealthy activites , that's all that i asked for . let's help each other to move on with our lifes by being ourself for once . we've been pretending n tryin to be what we're not . dear friend , remember what i told you ? if we're meant to be then we're meant to be . now i myself am not to sure are we meant to be or are we not . seperating wasnt what you wanted , getting back tghtr wasnt what i wanted , its not because your forgotten its just that im not yet able to forget the past , like i say  , im trying forgive you . im trying my best , stop being soooo nice now coz your making me sooooo down . its nt a bad thing its just that i dont wana cry anymore . seeing your face broke my heart into pieces , coz u knw y ? ur smile means everything to me .fuck shits ! AJOYA ! stop crying please ..